A message for the special one

To the one I care~

You may not know who I am. You may not know why is you.

For the one I care, you may not know I do care about you.

You will not know how much I wish I could be with you, accompany you till the last hour, last minute and last second.
You will not know how much I wish I could be with you, be part of the character in your life, in your journey, in your memory.

I wish when you open your eye next time, you will realize that, that is the place you used to be and like to be.

Tawau-Malaysia

Tawau is a place which allocate at Sabah Malaysia. One of the famous place which is well known by worldwide; Sipadan is one of the island at Tawau.

A three days two night trip from 18 May to 20 May at Tawau, it is a very nice trip and surprising me as well. Before I reach that place which is a small dot in the world map, I never knew Malaysia, my own country, have such a nice place. At least, it is near to the ‘Paradise’ which I have imagined in my small brain.

We hired a local tour as well as guardian called bang Rahim. At the first day, we just manage to visit one of the island call Sibuan, which is a small island which is surrounded by different color of sea water and white color of sand. Here are some of the pictures that I want to share with you all.^^

At the second day, we had visited two island, which is Kapalai and Mabul island. This two islands Is near to Sipadan. We very like the environment at Kapalai resort, although Mabul island also not bad, but I will still prefer Kapalai, and we also hope that next time will have chance to stay at there.

A sad thing is that we not manage to visit Sipadan island this time, this is due to we didn’t book for that island before we went there.

In a nutshell, this is a nice trip and I hope I will have chance to visit there next time. Tawau, a place that I strongly recommend to you all.

BOND-ing

Meet and react then discharge, is the nature process of formation of a bond in chemistry word. Althought sometime for some particular reaction, may need peculiar reactant or environment to start a reaction.

If love is one kind of chemical reaction, so does it apply this theory as well??

Angel & mortal

Did you believe that, every human-kind that we meet are reincarnation from angel?

But the reason why we born in this world are unclear~

When life start at zero, our mind are full of creative. The first thing that angel learn to become a human is ‘cry’, cry for everything. When time passes by, angel start to accept the destiny to become a human, they start to learn how to stand, how to walk, and how to speak like a mortal.

The only thing that they can’t learn back is how to fly like before.

They start to go to school, learn those things that they may knew for a long time; at the same time, their creativity has been subsidized by what we called ‘teacher’.
When day after days, angel reached the end of his/her day, then they start to question themselves; what is the purpose of this life? What I had done for my whole life? What will I be after I die at here and where should I go?

What a sad story ya? But when that day come, I believe that we all will think and ask for the same questions, don’t’ ya?

THE DEATH & THE ACTOR

If the king of darkness, Hades, offer me 'the death', and yes, I am very willing to accept it. To release my dirty soul from this mortal shell.

Come~

Form a bond with me, drag my soul and make a deal, erase all of my feeling and emotion in order to make me numb and perhpas, more crueller.

And till that time, i will leave my body and my belove one behind.

In real life, it probably will not happen as all of us know. The only thing that flip through my mind is to become a good 'actor' which are able to hide my true emotion and feeling from others.

Perhaps, a fake smile will do.