生日

2011年， 十月十九号， 阴天。

妈， 可以带我去买最后的玩具当礼物吗？

我应该明白的

也许你已不再想我， 不在再需要我， 也。。


不在再爱我了。

改变一生的人。

为他改变一生的人同等与改变你一生的人吗？

人的一生会在不同的阶段遇到不同的人，有的只是过客; 有的则是帮助你的贵人;也有的是想害你的小人。

然而， 在你的一生中，是否曾遇见过改变你一生的人或是能让你为了他改变你一生的人吗？
这俩者之间存在着一丁点的不同。

改变你一生的人通常是在你不轻易的情况下又'他' 在主动的领导着你; 为他改变一生的人呢反倒是'你'主动进行着，为他而改变着。

两者的共同点就是，改变的结局可喜可悲呀。其实改变并不是一项选择题，人往往会因为人，事，物和不肯定因素而一直在改变着。

所以不管是改变你的人还是让你为他改变的人，重要的是你接受的了这改变吗？

langkawi trip

Langkawi is a small island which surrounded by a lot of pulau. It is allocate at north part of malaysia, about one hour flight can be reached if depart from KL.

A 3 days 2 night langkawi trip with kenneth, aunt janet and joann.

This is the first time i been there, is quite surprise me with the environment and culture.

First day we reached there about like 1pm if not mistaken. We rent a citi for our transportation, which just cost us rm180 for 3 days (oh man!!it is damn cheap.)
After get in the car, then we straight away heading to our hotel, holiday villa at pantai tengah.




Tidy up a bit then we go for lunch at 爱人 bistrol. After a simper lunch, then we pay a visit at langkawi underwater world. This is the second time i been underwater world, first time i went is at klcc. This langkawi underwater world is larger than klcc and load with alot of species inside, it is a excited trip although our phone is keep on ringing regarding about work .



Langkawi is a very small island, perhaps, it just as big as like melaka. About half an hour we can travel from east to south already. We settle our dinner at kuah(city of langkawi) a restorant call wonderland.


Second day at langkawi. We wake up early to take our breakfast and continue to explore the langkawi island. About 10am, we get into our car and going to langkawi cable car. It is a trourist center which builtby bejaya group, it having similar concept with bukit tinggi at kl. We spend about 1hour plus just for queue . This cable car is very high and long, it is about 70 degree to climb up to the top. The only sad thing is, the hanging bridge is close due to bad whether and because of raining, we been trap in that place for another 1hour.




After taking our lunch at there, then we start our journey again, to black sand beach. Another dissappointment is that, THERE DONT HAVE BLACK SAND, IT JUST NOT THAT CLEAN ONLY WHAT.(what a crap)



Due to unpleasant wheather, our plan has been interupted, in the end we just go back to hotel and play in the pool xD.... After a short break, we going back to kuah and have our dinner. We spend a lot( about rm330) in a chocolate shop inside langkawi mall after our dinner.

Bangkok

Bangkok,also known as the "city of angel" ; larger city in thailand. Two hour flight distant away from malaysia.







Bangkok leave me an unbearable feeling from coming back for work, probably is because of their lifestyle which is quite similar with us, but i can say that, it is somehow better than Malaysia. I have to say that, i am not try to sabotage about Malaysia, it is a very subjective of point of view, maybe it is because i feel free with their environment. The only problem is they are not very good in english, so many of time we are just guessing what their are try to tell us..xD







Bangkok is actually similar with KL, city of the country. First of all, the public transports are the way advance than us. Their LRT which so call BTS is more spacious, faster, quiet and easier to understand which station and which exit you have to take. They also jave interchange from different line of BTS, and a cover walkway from some station to station.





Having lunch or dinner at their shopping complex not necessary to go for restaurant or any high-end place, you also can settle it at their foodcourt. There have variety choice of foods provide in foodcourt with reasonable price. One thing special about their foodcourt is you will have to buy a ticket(something like touch&go card) or coupon to redeem or exchange with your food. Beside their shopping complex, tourist also have to visit their nature place like grand palace, ananta samakhom throne hall, and a lot of their ancient city or temple( they call it as wat)




If you are open minder, then you probably cant miss their night life. Some of their club di provide some adult show like dress-off dance, and fucking show. In this kind of club, they do provide girl or boy for accompany customer overnight, so you will see many people stand at tge stage there and wearing a number while the is a breaktime of the show.



Talking about gaylife, i am not so sure gay relationship is legal at thailand or not, but they do have a lot of people who are under this family. People at there wil not post a weird sign on gay couple or transexual people, which will let PLU little bit respectation.



In a nut shell, bangkok is a place where the modern met the ancient. I will like to visit there once again if i got chance.

B.o.b.o.

Bobo is my dog. Although its not my first dog in my life, but its the first dog that i requested and bring up by myself.



Still remember, its move into my life at 2001; Its been a 11 years from now already. Now, its passed away.




I almost one year plus didnt play with him already, and i keep on thinking to go back and play with him. But now i dont have this chance anymore. Sad thing is, he die at a unfamiliar place while all of us not besides him. He just passed away like that.




I wish he can rest in peace although we are not beside you and take care of you anymore.

Devil me / Angel me...

When life goes on, besides our body growing, but our mind also become complicated.

When i discovered my evil site of my mind, it was so scary. its just a totally bad guy in my point of view. Why i will become like this? I try to hide it, try to just show my 'good site' to public, but the thought its just keep on growing wilder and scarier.

I dont know how fast it can be growth, i dont know how evil my thought can be, and i also dont know how long i can pretend i am good as the evil is keep on aprroaching me.

HATE,
JEALOUS,
ENVY,
CURSE.

Should i hide it, or shouldnt i?
Should i face it, or shouldnt i?

One side an angel; one side a devil. When i am angel? When i am devil? Perhaps, you will not know neither i~

Am i alone here? If not, then where is the others?
Again~ i dont know.....

( something that i didnt discuss with anyone else, cuz i dont know what is going on and what will it be happen next.)

角色。

角色 A :性格文静，胆小，奉公守法。
角色 B :性格懒散，大胆，爱冒险。

角色 B 想法: 如果我不做，别人也会帮我做; 如果有人帮我做，那我肯定会让他做。
角色 A 想法: 如果他在做，那我们就一起做; 如果他选择不做，那我也只好帮他做。

故事背景: 做工场所，情侣，朋友，亲情，等等。。。

no point..

it is very boring working at cyber site, especially when you are not at here. now event cant sms with you~

Are you enjoying at there?

what are you doing there right now?

How is your famil? are they like the place?

Are you sleep well at there when i am alone at here?

currently i have no point to go back home after work just because you are not waiting me at home.