不说

我不说任何东西并不代表我不介意。 我生气一定是有原因的,但到头来好像是我无理取闹一样。我先认错并不代表你没有错,只是我累了,我不想再吵了。 可是你还是一张臭面。 你最近跟你的武术学弟走的很近吗,看了都讨厌!!!在我眼里,你就是喜欢人家把你看得很厉害吗,就是喜欢有人追求吗。是。。。你最好看,你最厉害,我都觉得我实在是配不上你呢,连菜都不会买, 对吧?。 你渐渐有了知己的朋友,有了知己的节目。我总是跟着你的步伐过我的人生。曾经为你去学武术,和你一起学瑜伽。认识你之后,我的人生就仿佛变成你的人生了,我已无法摆脱。 我还能活出我知己吗? 心情不好,没有多加修复我的内容以词语。有一点都不知道知己要写些什么。。

Its been a long time.

It's been a long time I didn't back to here. At first I created this blog is to let me to write some unhappy thing here to release my negative thinking. I back to here again which also means that, I am suffering now again... I start to feel lost and hopeless in my life, in my future life. I don't know what had I done for the past, whats the purpose to do so on my past. And I am thinking what I need to do at current, and what I am looking for in future. Perhaps I need to learn more during my past, not the knowledge for my course, but the extra from noway. I am nothing now, I don't have any hobbies, no talent, no saving, no planning , no future. People told me it is normal when you near 30 years old. But it is also a fact that people need to facing to. Problems arise , somehow need to find a solution to solve it, isn't it. Don't tell me that I just need to wait and see, after 30 then you will clear. For me, the problem it just not being solved. I clearly know that, I need a plan, I need a target, I want my bright future. And I need help also.. By Terry

大家

问题无法解决，是应为缺少沟通；而问题的出现，往往是应为看问题的角度不同。
把问题说出来，哪怕是大吵一架，总有迎刃而解的一刻。

曾经我们大家一起开开心心的日子，大家一起面对问题的日子，还记得吗？ 当问题发生时， 你是否有跟好的解决方法呢？说出来大家一起分享，或甚至是一起分担不是跟好吗？当问题发生时，试过站在彼此的角度看问题和着想过吗？如果是你，你又会怎样做呢？问题无法解决，是应为缺少沟通；而问题的出现，往往是应为看问题的角度不同。当我们切切实实的站在对方的位子；面对同样的问题和有限的资源时，也许就会发现不一样的压力和不一样的问题。而到当时，决绝问题的方法也因人而异了。

大家，虽然我即将离开你们这大家庭，我希望我们的同事兼友情将持续下去哦。^^

生日

2011年， 十月十九号， 阴天。

妈， 可以带我去买最后的玩具当礼物吗？

我应该明白的

也许你已不再想我， 不在再需要我， 也。。


不在再爱我了。

改变一生的人。

为他改变一生的人同等与改变你一生的人吗？

人的一生会在不同的阶段遇到不同的人，有的只是过客; 有的则是帮助你的贵人;也有的是想害你的小人。

然而， 在你的一生中，是否曾遇见过改变你一生的人或是能让你为了他改变你一生的人吗？
这俩者之间存在着一丁点的不同。

改变你一生的人通常是在你不轻易的情况下又'他' 在主动的领导着你; 为他改变一生的人呢反倒是'你'主动进行着，为他而改变着。

两者的共同点就是，改变的结局可喜可悲呀。其实改变并不是一项选择题，人往往会因为人，事，物和不肯定因素而一直在改变着。

所以不管是改变你的人还是让你为他改变的人，重要的是你接受的了这改变吗？

langkawi trip

Langkawi is a small island which surrounded by a lot of pulau. It is allocate at north part of malaysia, about one hour flight can be reached if depart from KL.

A 3 days 2 night langkawi trip with kenneth, aunt janet and joann.

This is the first time i been there, is quite surprise me with the environment and culture.

First day we reached there about like 1pm if not mistaken. We rent a citi for our transportation, which just cost us rm180 for 3 days (oh man!!it is damn cheap.)
After get in the car, then we straight away heading to our hotel, holiday villa at pantai tengah.




Tidy up a bit then we go for lunch at 爱人 bistrol. After a simper lunch, then we pay a visit at langkawi underwater world. This is the second time i been underwater world, first time i went is at klcc. This langkawi underwater world is larger than klcc and load with alot of species inside, it is a excited trip although our phone is keep on ringing regarding about work .



Langkawi is a very small island, perhaps, it just as big as like melaka. About half an hour we can travel from east to south already. We settle our dinner at kuah(city of langkawi) a restorant call wonderland.


Second day at langkawi. We wake up early to take our breakfast and continue to explore the langkawi island. About 10am, we get into our car and going to langkawi cable car. It is a trourist center which builtby bejaya group, it having similar concept with bukit tinggi at kl. We spend about 1hour plus just for queue . This cable car is very high and long, it is about 70 degree to climb up to the top. The only sad thing is, the hanging bridge is close due to bad whether and because of raining, we been trap in that place for another 1hour.




After taking our lunch at there, then we start our journey again, to black sand beach. Another dissappointment is that, THERE DONT HAVE BLACK SAND, IT JUST NOT THAT CLEAN ONLY WHAT.(what a crap)



Due to unpleasant wheather, our plan has been interupted, in the end we just go back to hotel and play in the pool xD.... After a short break, we going back to kuah and have our dinner. We spend a lot( about rm330) in a chocolate shop inside langkawi mall after our dinner.